Listen To The Whispers
Good mornin’ all…
The request for rain in Australia on our weekly healing list has certainly worked up here too…
Because for the last few days it’s been cold and drizzling with rain. I think summer has arrived in England… ha ha ha!!!
Often when we have a sunny dry Easter, like we did, we then get a wet summer and a late Indian summer in September/October time.
How English can you be, opening a conversation with talk of the weather.
Does nothing ever change in England except the weather? 
Anyway, enough of that, let’s get on with it.
So often we fall into the trap of feeling comfortable and do not notice that the safety of routine is killing us.
That slowly our spirit that once craved adventure has some how become a limp lettuce leaf.
Once we were happy to be alive, alert, passionate, observant, aware.
We fell in and out of love weekly…
We ‘got on our bikes’ and changed jobs as the mood took us…
We made new friends and visited old ones…
Life ebbed and flowed, it created and pulsated on a daily basis…
But then…
We fall in love ‘forever’…
We have babies…
We settle down, make a home and nest…
While the babies grow we don’t like to rock the boat.
We want them to feel safe and secure.
We sit and smile and grow stiff on the sofa.
Then one day they are gone and we are now too stiff, too stuck, too afraid to leave the couch.
Besides, the adverts tell us constantly that we have a one in three chance of cancer, your prostate is leaking or your pelvic floor is laxed.
You need every supplement under the sun – but then don’t go out in the sun.
In truth we are ‘programmed’ not to get of that sofa.
If we do… something will get us… or so ‘they’ would have us all believe ha ha ha!!!
So we die right there and right then… on that sofa.
Then it’s just a matter of time before the body bites the dust.
But, there are no accidents and we really DO create it all.
Now, some of you aready know that we have to move again by August 18th.
At first we thought ‘Oh no’… we love it here.
I said insecurity brings up your deepest fears and for us we recognised we were dying on the sofa, so to speak.
If we didn’t have to worry about our son DC, Mr.Po and what to do with a 3 piece suite what would we do?
So, we are thinking what we would like to do.
We need to heed what our hearts tell us.
Our head always says one thing but our heart whispers another. I think it is time to listen to our whispers
I do not know yet what will happen or how it is going to turn out but I do know I have not felt this alive, vibrant, aware or scared for a long time.
I know in my bones our life is never going to be the same again.
We had not noticed how routine, secure, boring, and dead life had become.
So everyday I’m now living in trust, awareness and the moment.
Let go and live… ha ha ha!!!
Perfect
My trust in Reiki is stronger than ever as I use it to still myself and hear my heart.
Before Chris and I got to together I had moved 23 times and Chris 21.
Then we settled and had our son DC.
But now he is grown and the movement is starting to happen again.
At first we were anxious – but now I hear the gypsy in my soul once more.
There is so much to see and new people to meet
Insecurity is aliveness… feeling alert, aware and free
So the first things to go will have to be the sofas… ha ha ha!!!
Sunday Chats may just begin to get more interesting from now on folks…
But first we need to stoke up at Geoff’s a few more times
See you all next week for another update.
Judith